i've shed tears over it.

it's a painful learning process which i do not wanna repeat.

blame it on the situation as my bez fren said.

it's over and no point crying over spilt milk.

can i still trust u?

i trusted tat u wun force me to do the things i never wanted to do.

you were supposed to noe me bez.

u noe tat i'll never say no to ya request.

I wanted to forget this incident.

But i'm traumatised.

It may seem petty coz the incident is over.

Even many yrs later, this incident would seem like a joke.

And, wat done cannot be undone.

But...

would it still be the same?

No.

Coz the incident happened.

And it hurts.

Still hurts.

Very painful.

Forgive tat i cannot forgive.