Thursday, March 10, 2005

pondering~

i wonder why i behave differently when i'm with diff ppl.

sometimes, i can just realli laugh out loud and cry out loud and i just noe who to crack the jokes that make ppl laugh together with me.

sometimes, i just feel so lousy, so useless and so intimidated.

am i the onli one feeling so?

i luv to be the "kai xing guo" and i noe i can b one if i wan to. But, sometimes, i just lose touch with how to be one.

do u understand what i'm saying?

anyone appreciates what i do?

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